Accountable! This is a
scary word for many of us.
To be accountable to a loving Creator is beyond
many of us.
Somehow we want to have our selfish motives,
and somehow a direct relationship with Him at the same time. How limited our relationship with YHVH
is what we decide. The more we hold on to, the farther we distance ourselves from Him, and the lonelier we become. The search
for love can gnaw at our insides, becoming painful at times, and driving us even farther into our own selfish motives. Searching
for the impossible becomes our only hope that we seem to treasure from a distance.
Where is the release from all of this painful
desire and hope unfulfilled?
Until we let go of everything, we will be in the selfish desire mode, only understanding
what we can put together in our limited minds, and never coming to that complete knowledge of the true love that only YHVH can give.